:narita city:
i am at narita aiport tokyo right now, waiting for my flight to jakarta. i know! i am still on my way home, hahaha.. such a long way huh?! anyways, this city rocks! so freakin clean! and its so cool that i can use internet for free at this yahoo cafe! so awesome. too bad i didnt see this cafe yesterday when i arrived, coulda sent an email to my sister.. but oh well, soon ill see them anyways.
again, jakarta, im coming! very soon.
*i will definitely post lotta pics when im back to LA*
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jakarta, im coming! bapak ibu, aku mulih!yea it's part of the plan that i woke up this early. since my plane will leave in the morning, i thought of my not being able to sleep while im on the plane -unlike my previous indo trip where i left late at night and it's easier to sleep-. so i set my alarm to 3:30am, thinking maybe i could do sholat tahajud first, then try to stay awake til the shuttle van picks me up at 8am.
so here i am. awake, so sleepy. but still anxious to just leave!
i've cleaned the apartment and the kitchen, brushed the floor, washed the dishes, and made up the bed. i hope i don't forget anything. everything seems to be in place, and hope everything goes as planned.
*yawn*
I am lost again at 4:10 AM |
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its tomorrow. yup. me. leaving for indonesia. tomorrow.
*too excited to say anything else*
I am lost again at 6:35 PM |
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yea yea yea.. i know its valentine's day.. but im glad i wasn't all upset about not being able to celebrate it. my friend joel said that valentine's day is a holiday made up by hallmark. how funny.
anyways, i wrote in because i saw him yesterday! yup.. i was gonna pick up the mail, and i saw him with a laundry basket opening the laundry room. dunno if he saw me too, tho'. i was kinda panicked. stupid me.. i drove back home thinking 'did he see me?' 'if he did, why didnt he say anything?' 'and why didn't i say anything?'
but then again.. who cares?!
............. and oh, 3 days to go!!
I am lost again at 11:58 AM |
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Oh the joy of packing!the pictures say it all..
and 4 days to go!!!! can't wait!
I am lost again at 6:56 PM |
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8 days to go!!
heck yea, I am counting my days.. can't wait to stop working my a$$ off and start my vacation.
can't wait to get on the plane, and off in cengkareng, and breath in the hot air of my very beloved country.. hehehe..
I am lost again at 1:29 PM |
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aarrghhh im so busy its not funny!
some people would be happy and all chillin' when their boss was not around. Well, not in my case. My boss is on vacation, and I am busy as hell! I am so swamped with work now i just had to stop and write here. If not, amma go nuts!
.................... exhale negativity........... inhale positivity..................
see.. im so going insane.
I am lost again at 1:54 PM |
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good news? or bad news?
Aite.. bad news first. I got a $65 parking ticket!! Stupid me for not looking at the sign that there's street cleaning every thursday! aargghhh! siyaaal.. $65 kan banyaaak!! I was so exhausted last night coming back from the gym so I only look at the blue sign and didn't pay attention to the red label saying street cleaning on thursday. *sigh*
Oh wells, sooner or later I knew I was gonna get a ticket. Live and learn Trias. Just don't make the same mistake. *sigh again*
Now, there are two good news!
First, Mas Bagus -my one and only brother- is going to be a daddy! Whoooo! His new wife is expecting and now 6 weeks pregnant. I am so happy to hear that last night. Mbak Evi was ecstatic -as predicted-, and I bet my mom is happy too! It's going to be the first grand child in the family. How awesome!
Second is my baby sister texted me saying she got a raise! What a lucky girl! There is no hard-work gone un-noticed, aint it? Congrats Sis! Spend your money wisely, save up for your trip to LA! *wink wink* or for a car, maybe? hahaha.. Whatever it is.. don't be all wasting your hard-earned money.
I am lost again at 10:01 AM |
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I'll try and file it separately first, since that's the way things are now.
Why is it that one little line can hurt me that much?
Do I look like I need to be reminded about our separation?
Fine, you do it yourself, and I'll do mine myself. No, I don't want to take your money. As a matter of fact, I don't want to take anything from you. I am not some material wife who wants to get an alimony just to get even. No. I am too proud to ask for any money from anyone. If anything, I'd go to my parents first. Not you.
Every night I have to smack myself in the head not to be upset anymore, telling myself not to cry over you. That everything is only going to get better. That I will be doing fine without you. That things happen for a reason. That I need not to feel lonely.
So don't worry. I won't bother you with stuff like tax return again.
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